i got an ipod. i am at work all the time. im done with accutane, and i guess i dont know what to write about these days. it snowed. everyone cancelled school except ndsu. i dont need to vent.

papa johns is closed
and pizza hut is closed
and dominos is closed
and erbs and gerbs is closed
and nobody will bring me any food

i have like no acne now

i am graduating from ndsu on may 11th and i am so excited to move back to slp permanently. oh man. oooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn it is going to be the best and next semester i have only 12 credits and one of my classes is online so that is going to be easy. and i can go to pt all the time.

accutane is working
zoloft is working
i love men
and i love philosophy

this is day one

and this is day 16

I STARTED ACCUTANE TODAY!!

whenever i make rash decisions it ends up being a mistake. yesterday i was all set and ready to declare that i wanted to go to law school. i even registered for the lsat and bought a study book which cost me 150 bucks all together. then this morning i got a sick feeling in my stomach and i thought, maybe i dont want to go to law school. law school is scary. but everything is scary. every time i make a decision i get scared of it because its really something i am going to do. now ive decided that i want to take a year to get a paralegal certificate and do that for a while just to see if maybe i want to go to law school...that is if i can even get in. but im already committed to take the lsat since they only give partial refunds so im taking a very difficult half-day test just for my own enjoyment.

its time to leave, my week of fun is over
and i am not feeling very confident about how this drive is going to go.